Day 45.  Just picked up a great watermelon from a friend.  He grew it in his garden and just picked it yesterday.  It is really good.  But, it reminded me of a time long ago when, as little kids, my brothers and I would get to go into my grandparents watermelon patch.  We got to choose and pick our own melon.  And, then we carried it in to the house and all the family and friends there would dig in.  One day I found a huge watermelon and I wanted it.  Every one said it was too big and I wouldn't be able to carry it, but I didn't care.  I picked it.  It was so heavy!  But I was determined.  I tried and tried and heaved and heaved and finally I had it picked up and on the way to the house.  By this time the others already had their watermelon in the house and were back out "cheering" me on.  It was about this time that, well, I dropped it.  It busted and splattered all over the ground.  I know everyone gasped but I didn't hear them, I could only hear the sound of my heart beating in my ears.  That sound was soon replaced by laughter and teasing.  I was devastated.  When I was ready to go crawl under a rock an amazing thing happened.  Papa came over, bent down, and picked up a piece of the busted watermelon and ate it.  "I think that is the sweetest watermelon in the patch, good job."  is what he said.  Soon my dad was there joining in the feast.  It wasn't long until we all, the guys that is, were eating it right off the ground.  It was the best melon ever.  I am now 49 years old and my brothers still won't let me carry the watermelon when we get together.  Some things you just never out grow.

Day 44.  Closed, open.closed, open.  That's what this butterfly was doing with his wings.  Dugan noted that when his wings were closed they matched the bark on the branch he was sitting on.  So when they were closed he was very camouflaged.  When they were open he was very noticeable.  But, when he was quickly opening and closing them it was like a strobe light.  He wasn't trying to scare me, he was trying to get the attention on the other butterflies around.  Some times I stay all closed up because I don't want to draw attention to myself, and sometimes I open up.  I really don't like to be in the spotlight so I don't open up much.  It makes me feel vulnerable.  One thing about ministry that really blesses me is how the Holy Spirit opens me up and uses me.  But, it's not me that is showing off it is the Holy Spirit bringing glory to the Father.  If I show off for myself I don't shine nearly as bright as when He shows through me.  And that is alright with me. 

Day 43.  It's a blue moon.  Ok, it's not blue but it is the moon.  The next blue moon will happen in July of 2015.  At least that is what I read on the Internet.  And if it's on the Internet it has to be true.  But, honestly,  I think it's pretty cool that there were two full moons in the month of August.  Especially since this one came up while there was enough light to photograph it.  Another cool thing about today, it's my brother's birthday, and he is pretty cool too.  Happy Birthday Kevin.  I trust your day has been great.

You've got to have faith.  Faith makes all the difference.  We go to doctors and take medicine because we have faith that they are going to help us.  We are able to get in our vehicle and drive where ever we need to go because we have faith that they will get us there.  We have faith that the sun will shine and we believe that time goes on.  But, what if it is all just a reflection of faith or a shadow of real faith.  It really doesn't take faith to believe the sun will come up tomorrow.  That's pretty much a given.  Real faith comes when we believe what we don't see or especially have never seen.  Like faith in God.  I have never seen him but I believe without a doubt that He exists.  All creation testifies that God exists.  Is your faith genuine or just a shadow?

It's day 41.  I had a hard time getting a picture today.  I did take several, but, I just wasn't satisfied with them.  So, here I am at midnight writing on the blog.  I must be really tired, because so far I have deleted this post about 5 times and accidentally closed the window once.  This picture is actually a curtain that hangs on a window between the kitchen and sun room.  Looking at it like this reminds me of Christmas decorations.  It really doesn't do much good as a curtain.  It won't block the sun or prying eyes.   That is why it is on an inside window.  If you hang see through curtains on your windows don't be surprised when people look in.  

Who's afraid of a little bug?  Annie kept asking me, "did it bite you?"  Moths don't bite.  I really do not like moths.  Well, the moths that come out in the spring, we call them millers.  This year it was a plague of moths.  I tell you they will dive at you and pester you on purpose.  Seems like they do anyway.  But this guy is special.  He's is really big and has cool stripes, so that makes him special.  He's not ordinary.  I don't have cool stripes and I guess there is really nothing out of the ordinary about me, except I am left handed and that is pretty special.  But, I learned a long time ago that as long a Jesus thinks I am special then I am good.

Day 39.  Get a camera out and everybody becomes a model, or a ham.  Stacy has been very camera shy until recently.  I think that she realized she was the only one in the family that I haven't taken a picture of, and she got jealous.  So she lets me take her picture now.  Of course I am kidding.  Stacy supports me in whatever I am doing and she thinks that this blog is a good thing, so, she does whatever she can to help me out.  She doesn't even fuss when I take her picture.  In a few days we will celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary, and we are still very much in love.  I am so blessed to have her.  I will most likely be blogging about this again, especially since Stacy reads my blog. (I can always use the brownie points.)